As you know, a few weeks ago I got clipped on accident by a gorgeous greyhound.
Unfortunately, this accident scared me a lot and since then, I have been very skiddish at the park and amidst other dogs.
My mom kept taking me back every day until, guess what?
Yesterday I was able to play with a big dog again at the park.
The benefit of being pushed far outweighed the fear of doing so.
Today's Challenge: Remember that you never let the fear of dying stop you from drinking and drugging, so why would you let the fear of living keep you from doing it?
Today started off well..sunny, Sunday...a 40 minute walk and then, even better, mom decided to take me to the park.. Well, as you can imagine, I was overjoyed..played, ran, made a new friend..for at least an hour it was happy, happy, happy Sammy...
And then, a greyhound showed up..she was gorgeous and ran like a gazelle. At like 7 inches tall, i am much slower than an 85lb greyhound, but I just wanted to fit in and to run her run and play her play....
I was trying to keep up with the Jones', so to speak...
As I chased her, she turned to face me and we collided right there in the middle of my fun park day.. Boy, was that scary, considering, I couldn't walk afterwards and then had to be rushed to the emergency vet...
4 hours later....
Good news is I am OKAY, on pain meds and have full use of my paws... bad news, I caused myself a whole lot of stress trying to be part of the "in" crowd at the park...
Today's Challenge: Be okay with who you are and where you are. It is one thing to challenge yourself and another to pummel right into a greyhound....think about it...
Eat their dinner alone... At least, that is MY favorite time of day....
Today's Challenge: Make a meal or have a meal or buy a meal for someone else. Feed yourself with the food and the gift of the connection that comes as a result; those relationships are the food that will sustain you in sobriety.
So sorry about the delay..but, hey, sober doesn't mean lacking self-centerdness all the time, for sure. So, here is what I am thinking. I have a friend who is sad today. Sad and needed a hug. I'm spending the day with her.
Today's Challenge: Go find someone other than yourself who needs help. Really, it will do you wonders.
and my mom said, "Wait a minute, this is very very sad for me, Sam..."
So, I thought about some things and I realized that just because I am cute, doesn't mean I should use it to make others feel bad for taking care of themselves.
Today's Challenge: Keep your cuteness to yourself. Let others be free to live and have successes in their lives too. Trust me, the more you make others feel free to fly, the more they will be interested in coming back to you...